Life so far

Weekdays are just school and more school. Weekends are just out and more out. Idea of a good balance of life, not really.

Soooo my brain has been exercising itself a lot lately.

Before I forget.

I am drinking coke and (will soon be) eating chips. Technically I just lied if you remove the and whats in the brackets.

Thoughts. It sucks when you don't have a fucking clue. More thoughts. I find me stupid to get myself into all these mess. Personal. I didn't do nothing. Was much simpler before. Hate complications, hate that stupid sinking feeling I used to talk about ever so often. Fuck this coz if its really tmth I will just drop everything and run so far away that no one can ever find me. YK is so uncannily accurate it's getting scary, I'm getting scared. Not of her but of what she says. Yasmin's like the one that knows. I didn't really want to get obviously upset, but she's like, she knows. Appreciated girlf! :) Realisations. No one really takes me seriously do they? :/

What's on my mind? I've got soul, but I'm not a soldier. Now get it out of my mind.

Again?

Maybe it's just me. Ok, one last, then I'll judge.

Then die

Waiting to faint of exhaustion. I take too many matters upon myself to handle. And there's only one reason to it.

Assumptions

Don't assume I don't only coz I don't. You lose in the end. You miss out. Left out a whole chunk in the pie. Yes I just made that phrase up, yes coz I'm hungry. But nuff said. Know y'alls cycle. But that's all that you can do. Why not though? To progress in this kind of world, the types of skills u need aren't always honesty integrity and shits like that. You'll have to lie, cheat and steal. In the end it is still each man for himself for survival. What more can I say? Congratulations, you've mastered the art of deception. That, I'm still learning and will learn well and far.